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Happiness is a choice.

Hi people! Well, this week was really awesome! Yes, although, yesterday i was a lil down, but I eventualy made a choice, to be happy. It's a choice, no one can force you, even god. It's just how you face it. With a SMILE or FROWN. :D or :(

And what can be the reason for you to smile? FRIENDS. FAMILY. LOVED ONES. There's always more reason for you to smile than frown. You and I may not be the prettiest, the best, but, you are who you are. Live with it, it's HOW YOU JUDGE YOURSELF. Yes, this is a judgemental society, and i hate it. But thats's human, everyone judge, who doesn't? So, love life, love yourself, and spread the love! ^^ Short post this time, i'm lazy.. HEHEHE! Will update soon! Love you guys!

Hello peeps! Well, i think there's no need for greeting anyway, cause no one is gonna read my bloggg. HAHAH! Okay, whatever. Well, back from christmas and it's gonna be A brand new year soon! ;) Happy New year in advance! How did i spend my christmas? Hahaha, it was kinda awesome, went to my godmum's house for steamboat dinner then off to esplanade for a walk and those beautiful lights and structures, blinkblink! ^^ hahaha! After that stayed overnight at her house and my and my lil god sis has an awesome heart to heart talk till around 3. And ended up so tired the next day. HAHA! But it was really great ;) Well, no party but kinda a family day out with my godmum and dad side! ^^ hehe!

Another chapter of a blog, one for happenings, one for feelings. Hahaha! i think i'm getting more and more lame these days, or rather childish, and sometimes i find myself irritating too. HAHA! I sucha weirdo. K, whatever! :P Okay, enough of my rubbish. Let's get started. :)

Well, there's really something wrong with me these days, it's like i totally have no idea why i keep changing, i mean my character, i guess. For a period, i was really less vulgur, and yeah, i tend to love my family alot! Then now, it's not like really vulgur, but those words that my parents didn't like me to say, yeah, it kept poping out from my mouth, what's wrong with me?! But, the love for my family, still remains. The way i speak is different too :/ I totally have no idea what the hell is happening around me anymore. It's like, cousins ain't that close anymore, for what reason, i have no fucking idea. We don't joke around that much like how we used to do last time. Lesser heart to heart talk, it's like there's a wall, and we can't break through. And somehow, sometimes i kinda feel leftout. Maybe it's me, not you guys.

Friends are still alright, we didn't distant much though we didn't go out that often but we're still in contact :)

Oh well, maybe i've been thinking too much or what? Hah, idk. Is it too much of dependence on him or afghjkl?! But well, we're only friends, i can't expect much from you. sometimes i'm thinking whenever you're away, i don't feel right for the first few days, like i'll kinda have insomnia, and stuffs. I was thinking was it because i'm too used to your existance? too used to having you as an accompany, whenever i'm bored, i'll wish, wish so hard that you'll tryand entertain me. Well, you used to. USED TO. But no longer :) Though, it kinda disappoint me, but i clearly know where i stand. WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. NO MORE THAN THAT. Because i know we won't be, i'll stick to my principles, stick to my promise. I will not disappoint my dad or mum, i wanna make them proud, proud of my results, proud of my success, proud of me, their daughter! So, i've decided to let love go, because someone whom used to make me believe so much, had proved me that, no it was all a dream that's not gonna come true now. ;) Furthermore, a man who truely loves you, would wait, so what's more to expect? If he really does, he will wait. Because god will guide you, if he didn't write your story this way, you're just gonna get yourself hurt. Like what i always say, IF WE ARE MEANT TO BE. WE WILL DEFINITELY BE. Nothing last forever at our age, so, why do you wanna risk it? Realise when you date at this age, it's gonna be like this, Strangers to friends, friends to lover, and lovers to strangers. Yes, you'll say, Some really lasted till they got married. Come on, how many among 10? probably, 1/2. Are you really gonna go for a risk? Just to be the 1/2? Yeah, you'll say, maybe i'm the 1/2, at least you tried. Yeah, you tried, and ended up getting hurt, sad. Is this what you want? Is this what you're looking for? No. Like each other? Keep it to yourself, letting each other know will do too, but are you really in a hurry to get into a relationship? Sometimes it may cause you to lose a friendship. Why sacrifise? Be friends, study together, isn't that good? Get good results, and secure a good future. Isn't that better? When you're 16/17/18 and you guys still have feelings for each other, getting together is better isn't it? It just shows that the love is strong enough to sustain, friendship is good enough to understand, and know each other better. I feel so naggy. LOL! Okay, last few sentence and i'll end off alright! God, teached me a good lesson a few months ago. he made me learnt many things. But right here, i would like to thank the person god allocated me to, which made me learnt so many things from problems, love, solution, trust, and friendship. I don't care what you said behind my back, i have forgotten, i have forgiven you. But, i definitely would like a big break, no connections between us. It's best for us, isn't it :)

Alright, Shall end off my super duper long post here. heh! Sorry for using up so much of your energy, because i want you to go to sleep after this, it's getting super late! hehehe! ohyeah, and OH, HI NICHOLAS LIEW! THANKS FOR WAITING FOR THIS POST TO BE PUBLISH AND SORRY FOR HOLDING YOU UP TILL SO LATE! HEHE! FASTER GO TO SLEEP OKAY! HAHAH! OKAY, I'M BEING LAME AGAIN. HAHA! Okay, buhbye! and goodnights! ^^ Ohyeah, forgot to mention that i bid goodbye to my braces last week. okay, enough of my nonsense! heheh! GOODNIGHTS!

I can't find suitable pictures which suit how i feel these days. And i kinda don't know whats wrong with myself too. Let's talk about random things that comes to my mind. I realised many people, like me, Who don't know how to differentiate between a good friend and a best friend or rather group them by how close we are. But, we're wrong.

A good or close friend, is someone whom you may be close with, very close with, you may have fun with.

But, A bestfriend, is someone, who knows you better than your friends, close friends & good friends. Someone whom you trust, someone whom you can rely on, someone who will be there no matter what, someone who will wipe your tears off, talk and listen to you on the phone if you have problems or when you're feeling down, even though they've already slept. Someone who understands you, accept you, love you & protect you. A bestfriend is someone who would cheer you up whenever you're down, even if you guys quarreled, you'll apologise and everything goes back to normal, someone who is so important to you.

Now, did anyone came to your mind? If your answer is a no, then you've grouped the wrong person in the wrong category, they're just your good friend, your close friend. Well, now re-read it, does it sound like a perfect boyfriend? To me, yes. A bestfriend can be a girl or a boy, but many said, there's no pure bestfriend between opposite gender. Is it true? :/ Hmmmm, then how do you know you love/ like someone? I'm confused. LOL. I know it sounds ridiculous. But well, i really don't know. hahahah! okay, enough of this confusing thing! :D But, i just realised i don't really have a bestfriend, i know many people will be there for me, but it's like i don't really tell them, the problem lies on me. Because, i lost trust. Someone whom i really trusted, made me lost trust. And i'm someone who loves myself, or rather a selfish person, i would protect myself from getting hurt again. I don't want to make the same mistake again. :/ Should i try, to open up more? Haiya, let me think about it. Alright, i'll just end here today, bye people, have a great day ahead and take care! ^^

Oh, hello to whoever's reading! hahahah! Khairy requested for this post! LOL! Well, life is great, friends are happy, so am i! SPECTRUM IS OVER! But, i'm missing it, those great times where seniors and juniors had real fun, bonding, playing, capturing unglam moment, camwhoring, having chit chatting sessions, Well, i simply love ittt! ♥ I hope they'll join us next year too! ^^

Ohyeahh, and I watched Breaking Dawnnnnn! Hehehe, hmmm, not bad but the cinema was really brrrrr, COLD! Hahaha! Catching already famous soon ;)

Hey baby girl, Yeah, the tragedy happened again. But, no matter what cheerup okay!

As i said, i'll always be here for you, no matter what! Feel free to share with me anything, dont't keep things to yourself and act strong, because you're gonna be the one hurting. And remember, no matter what happens, i'll always be here for you, to go through the ups and the downs together! Learn your lesson, and don't repeat your mistakes again. I admire you courage to love again, but, like what i said, we should concentrate on our studies now. Getting into r/s after Os, ain't that late either! ^^ Secure your future first! :D

What's meant to be will be, stop waiting, and move on. But keep in mind, there's a difference in letting go and giving up. Alright, Iloveyou & I'll always do alright, ♥ WOAINI!

#Heartbreak are just blessing from god. It's their way of letting you realised that he save you from the wrong guy :)

Hey pretty! Well, not a heartbreak but you're hurt! Cheerup too baby, i believe he loves you.

He isn't those kind of guy who just play with feelings, from what i know :) I love it, when we're in the same situation, no matter it's good, or bad :') We're always the same! Well babe, i'm really sorry for what happened earlier this year, and i think i'm really kinda childish. But things change, and we eventually are good good good good good nowww! This shows, WHATS MEANT TO BE WILL BE RIGHTTT!! ♥ Hahahaha, awww! Same to you, don't keep things to yourself, say it out, you'll feel better. Don't act strong, because you're the one who's hurting, ;) No matter what, From now on, i'll be by your side, going through the ups and downs with you. The goods and the bads. We may be seperated to different class next year, but i believe distant is not an obstacle, it's a challenge ^^ Iloveyou babe, and i'll always do! ♥

My beautiful darlings,

different in their own ways.

imperfect to you,

but, perfect to me.

Hello, my beautiful darlings! Well, there's alot i want to tell you guys in individual, but i'll do something for your guys individually, for now, i'm gonna tell you guys as a whole. :)

Alright, darlings, the 8 of you are wonderful little people who created happiness in my life ♥ We've went through ups and downs together, all the quarrells, all the fights, and those friendship distanting, but here we are, still standing together as a whole! We've come so far together, i believe we're still gonna be like this, right? ♥ We are gonna be streamed into different class this year, which means we'll be seperated to different classes, but i really hope that we'll still stay as close as we are now, Let's not forget about our old friends just because we have new friends! And, even though, we're in different classes, i believe we could still study and have fun together! Our horror movies, jokes, teasing and our silliness, we're still gonna continue them! ^^ But, no matter what happens, i love you guys, and thank youuu for this almost 2 years of happiness, i really enjoyy it, and thankyou so muchhh, for being there for me when i needed someone by my side, and with your accompaniment, i got over him faster, because you guys taught me, friends are actually what we need, not a lover! :D Hehehe! Thankyou guys, really! Thankyou, and once again, i love you muchhhhhhhh ^^ ** YOU GOT THE KEY TO MY HEART UHHHS ** HAHAH! Babrassssss, all the best for the streaming and no matter what, don't give up! Hope you guys will find your happiness, but not this ageeeee ^^ HAHA! Love you, muackssss! ** KISS KISS* Whoops! -SHY- HAHA! BESTFRIENDS FOR LIFEEEE! :D

Helloooooooooooooooo, hehehe! Ohyeahhhh, EOY HAS ENDED! YAY! But, i'm worried about my results, i know i ain't gonna get good results, but i pray, hope and wish, i could! PLEASE. I wanna go E2 next yearrrr, with my babes! Wheeeee~ But, some of them dun wanna take Amaths uhhhs. Hais! It's alright, because we all know, the bond between us would not break! But, it's sad that the class that we're in, for 2 years, ever since we stepped into this school, is gonna be split up soon. :( And well, i really love this class alot, it has been 2 years and we're now so close, but we're gonna be split up soon, to all the different classes. I hope, we would still be as close as now and nothing would change. Seems abit impossible, but i believe we can. Because believing is the first step to success. 1E4, 2E4, FTW! ♥

Welll, enough of school and academic stuffs ;) Hehehe! Saw the first picture up there? VANESSA HUDGENS & ASHLEY TISDALE! ♥ They's so pretty! ^^ Hmmmm, well, yeahhh, Friends are just what we need, isn't it? Lover, is just a burden. Love each other? Good, but not at this age. It's just gonna be another burden, extra quarrels, more things to fred and be upset about. Worse still, when you breakup, you'll get even more upset if you still love your partner, and you'll do many silly stuffs. Don't blame them, for hurting you. Because you gave them the chance to. In life, it's always about you. If you never give others a chance to do that, other won't. You say your friend betrayed you, in the very first place, you chose to trust and believe her, so you have to blame yourself first. Although she's wrong too, but, take it as a lesson learnt. Well, i believe everything in life happens for a god damn reason, and there will always be a moral of the story for everything that happens. But, Although everything happens for a reason, but remember, you're holding the power to control whatever is happening, because it's your life. Nevermind, what others say, treat them as a comment or suggestion, take them and change if you think it's good but ignore those you think isn't right or nonsensical, because nobody is perfect. Be true to yourself, and nobody is more trustable than YOURSELF. Inconclusion for today, study first, love later! hehe! Alright, going out to meet my pretty pretty HANNAH for movieeee, REAL STEEL! <3 Buh-bye! ^^